Bulldawg8474’s Weblog

Ok so three weeks ago I had a meeting with the CEO of a company and was told that they 100% wanted to bring me on as part of there team doing business development and government sales. The only catch was it would be 1 – 1.5 months out. When I got let go this M I set up a meeting with their top sales person that I would be working under. My whole reason for setting up the meeting was to try to pin down a real date so I could know what I need to do in the time between jobs. This was some whatof a good meeting. We talked at  for two hrs Tuesday morning. He was wanting to bring me on a soon a he could, but I still did not have a date. I let him know this is what I was looking for. This morning I got a call from the CEO. I did not answer my phone and he left a message. I listened to the message. He said that it would now be 5 – 6 months out. This is not a real short term thing now. I am back to ground zero and I need to start over. If it were still the first amt of time I was told it would only be 3 weeks more of waiting.

Maybe God just does not want me to do this. I have felt like i have been called into working with kids in the church for around a year now. Maybe I should just go and get this lined up. I have been talking with them already about doing that part time. Maybe God’s plan is more of a full time thing which is also an option the church has brought up.

I will be leaving tomorrow to go up to the mtns. I am hoping to find some answers in the stillness up there. I love going up there. It is a place that I have always felt I could leave my troubles behind and reflect on the important things in life.